Sunday, May 12, 2019

Not Ready Yet

Written Tuesday, April 23rd, 2019 at 10:22 AM

You're too young to start getting hurt and breaking bones. I know it's just the first time and just the bones in your hand, but it's starts somewhere doesn't it. And what if this is your start.

I see you on the outside and you seem healthy and fine to me, but are you really? It's my biggest worry for you because I am not ready for it even if it's still years away. Honestly I don't think  I'll ever be ready for those moments in life though I know eventually they will come. But I'll always be here for you when it does come no matter what.

You are my mom and I love you and will always wish the best for you but I'll also always worry.

~Amanda Kay