When All is Done...

Sometimes there comes a time when you just feel like you cant anymore. You're tired of being the strong one or the one to just let it go. Tired of being the responsible one and doing everything alone. And tired of the fact that the time you finally speak up because you just can't take it, all hell breaks loose because the other person just doesnt care. If it's not their way then it's no way. Only they are allowed to be upset. Only they can be hurt. Yet they verbally hurt you all the time. Well that's where I am right now. I've got a husband who I try to love but he only pushes me away, hurts me, lies to me and just doesnt care about me, my needs or anything else but himself. And I just cant. Normally I'd stew a few days and try to make up but that's me compromising and giving him everything as always while I'm still stuck with the short end of the stick. All I ask is for a little and still nothing. And so now I've decided I dont want to be the one this time and what does he do. He decides to ignore me. Completely ignore me.  So yet again I'm the one suffering.... so much for being married and sharing a life together.